Books

You can find my books on Amazon here. And on Google Play here.

The Sovereignty of God: The Forgotten Doctrine is in a way a systematic theology where I go through reformed theology as I have understood it, but it does not contain any material on Eschatology.  

This was a perfect way for me to learn. For to explain and describe something you have to understand what you have learned. This is my testimony to how I view reformed theology. It is in February 2023 updated with new chapters on sanctification and transformation, and an overall overhaul of its content. I have also reused the chapter on Scripture from the Forsaken God.

The idea for the second book came to me when I was in London and at the same time, I was reading Jeremiah. The queen mother had died a couple of days before I arrived, so London prepared for the funeral, there was countless people there to take farewell of the beloved queen. I was there to visit the Text and Translation Conference at the Trinitarian Bible Society. I visited many churches, very beautiful, full of splendor, they were clearly built to the glory of God. And on some churches, it sat outside written to every hesitating visitor that they did not have to fear a message of intolerance. Even the churches had given up the message of Christ. Because our Lord in all his loving kindness and mercy did give an austere message, it was all or nothing. Then it was Jeremiah’s message to the unrepentant Judah that seemed like it could have been preached today in any church, in any society. And the horrible thing is that not even we would have been listening. We are as unrepentant. I called this book for The Forsaken God: Woe of the Prophet.

This book is very important, because Jeremiah's timeless message is current, even for us. Judah did not listen to Jeremiah or on God that had sent him to the people, they were very hard heartened, stiff-necked and unrepentant. Like contemporary Christianity that believe that they can hide behind promises that only have validity in Christ, but they themselves have a long time ago left him; Christ is abandoned, forgotten, God is only an echo from the past, and Scripture is no longer God’s perfect truth and objective will prescribed for man. How horrifying. We have forsaken God, and he will forsake us, he will deny us, if we do not return to him with our whole heart.

The Forsaken God: Woe of the Prophet also exists as an audiobook (Narrated by Google AI), it sounds rather good. This is a British AI called Archie. You may download it from here (it is prepared as a m4b file).

My latest book is The Great Lamentation, it has been lying on some hard drive forgotten for twenty plus years. I took it up six months ago and read it. And I have been wrestling with myself if I shall publish it or not, which I now have done under rather great trepidation. I hope that I have done the right thing.

It is a fictional story about four protagonists: Chris that loves Andrea, Sarah who is Chris’s foster mother, and pastor Lindstrom. The book itself is a description of sinful people, that fails in everything they do, or try to accomplish, so driven by their dreams, longings, and selfishness, like many of us are. And I have tried to down tone their sins not their sinfulness. It is about dreams, when dreams become more important than love. This is the cause of the lamentation, the cause of the missing, the cause of the sadness. It is also a book of a love that never was meant to be. We seldom know that beforehand but in this fictional story Chris should have known. We will see how one person’s dreams clashes against the other’s, making love impossible.

These four will also symbolize the unconverted nominal Christian, the world or people in the world, the contemporary Christianity and many of its pastors that have lost the true Gospel, and of course the loving mother. I could not publish it as is, so I have taken away many things that in no way was edifying, and added a commentary and a Gospel message of Deliverance in Jesus Christ from the captivity of sin.

This book is not for everyone. It is a wordy book, sometimes very beautiful (I believe), containing concepts of philosophy and psychology, and reasoning circling around despair, anxiety, loneliness, impossible love and sin. It is not just something you read through. You will not meet these people in everyday life, you will meet them in moments, and its theme is: Only the moments were perfect. You may find it as an eBook at Amazon:

This book is also available as a audiobook on Google Play, made by their AI voice Archie. You may find it here.